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Last Update: November 26, 2014
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I am suffering so much that suicide is the only answer. I cant go on. I have lung disease, heart problems, both caused by living next door to a meth house. My brains are fried. I am homeless. I am a mess. I dont have family or friends that could help. I am a mess.. What can I do to save myself.. I am 54 (link)
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God bless you... I am so sorry and I'll pray for you. I don't know what do as I'm only 14. Though I have many questions, I won't ask, and since you've already gotten a very logical answer; let me just give you my opinion.
You are old, but young. You have much time, yet with this disease and heart problem, your life may be shortened. Read, learn about all the things you've wanted to know. Love, maybe not sexually or with someone your own age, but if you have grand kids or children hug them and tell them you love them. Appreciate, be grateful for what you have, food, clothing, anything, don't take it for granite; be happy you're alive. I don't see suicide as a solution for anything, it stops what's bad, but also ends your chances of it ever getting better. The fact you're on here asking, means you want help, you don't know what else to do; but you want help. I hope you're still here, honestly I appreciate you. I am very proud of you for still being here if you are. I am so happy you've been strong all your life that you've made it to 54! That's a long way if you ask me. Don't call a quits now, someone will stumble along and you'll question yourself why you even thought of suicide. And even if it seems like things can't get worse, it might. I will be completely honest with you, this is a scary world. Sometimes I wonder how do I know what's right and wrong in a world full of lies. But you just know, you have a gut feeling, just do what's right.
1-800-273-TALK (8255)
That's the suicide hotline for USA, you can still try to call and maybe ask for your specific hotline.
I really hope you stay with us, I feel like suicide survivors are strong, we need strong people here to give those that are weak the knowledge that: it's okay, you're not alone. Things will get better.
Sincerely,
someone who appreciates you very much; also know as (S.A)
14 year old // Female
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thank you for saving my life! Sorry it took me so long to come back and say that!
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