Name is Layne, age is 17, occupation is babysitter. still answering questions on here even after 3 years is awesome, right? no, just proves i don't have a life. so. if you have a question, feel free to ask it on here or you can IM me on my screenname. i can answer most questions about the categories i have listed. i don't know much about sickness or physical health, or stuff to wear when your husband just died but the man who killed him, whom you're having an affair with, is going to be at the funeral. :) have a wonderful day.
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i just hate this life i want to die i don't understand for what am i living i am a big loser i lost everything in life nothing is left i want to die i don't know what to do (link)
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You may find it hard to believe, but someone out there needs you to stay alive for their sake. I'm suicidal, as well. The only thing keeping me here at this point is the definite possibility that someone will miss me to the point of wanting to end their life. I know life is stupid and practically pointless. It seems like sometimes the only reason we're here is to live life, attempt to be happy, get hurt, and then we die. It sucks. But you were born for a reason. Even if the reason is small or nonexistent in your head, you need to keep going because you could really help someone else. When you feel this way, I know its very difficult to give a shit about other people. So here is my advice to you: keep trying, damnit. If everyone killed themselves when they chips were down, half the world would be dead, 1/4 of the world would be in a psych-ward for attempted suicide, and the other 1/4 would be traumatized and depressed from someone they loved ending their life. Try getting a cat! Its psychologically proven that having a cat around improves your mood by 30%, plus the responsibility and feeling the need to care for something will help you feel like you can keep going. Please try. I'm a complete hypocrite and I'm sorry you feel this way, but please try. I'm sure if you think very hard, you can think of someone that will be destroyed if they hear of your suicide. Think of them.
This helps me, too. Its a little morbid and fucked up, but it actually helps me: I imagine that I actually go through with it and shoot myself. And then I imagine my soul leaving my body but not going to heaven or hell. My soul just stands there looking at my pitiful shell of a body, all mangled and bloody and torn. And I think "This shell didn't do anything wrong. The shell was just trying to live. But the soul inside the shell overtook it and now, because of the demon in my soul, this poor shell is destroyed. I did it" Does that make any sense? Its just kind of a depressing thought. But just enough to keep me from trying because I'm scared that is what'll happen.
I'm also a firm believer in modern medicine. Lithium helps me more than anything. I'm sorry this response is so long and I'm sooo sorry if it didn't help you in the least. If you still feel bad after reading this or just want to talk, message me anytime you like. Once again, please try. We can try together :) I sincerely hope I helped you!!!! Take care
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thank you for this I dont even know what words could say how much you helped my keep on trying for a while longer hoping things get better! THANK YOU!
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