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Q: I cheated on my boyfriend today, i really dont feel bad about it though. i dont know why i dont feel the need to tell him, the only thing i did was make-out cuz and he fingerd me only cuz he didnt have a condom. i sound so stupid i have no clue what is powering me to do this and i feel like i just wanna be bad and its not like this my bf treats me bad he actually is amazing i just feel trapped like i had a 4 year relationship 7 months ago and another one 2months ago. this guy is perfect like too perfect to let go so help me make sense of myself!
You don't feel bad about it? Then have you thought about leaving your boyfriend and letting him be with somebody that actually does CARE about him because it doesn't sound like you do. If you don't care enough to feel guilty, to feel remorse, to feel regret, then you're wasting his time. And you saying he only fingered me because he didn't have a condom is just stupid....you have a boyfriend after all. Rate me low, whatever, you're just a horrible person!

i did say i was being stupid... i'm not rating you low cuz you're honest. looking back now i still to this day regret everything. i think then and looking at it now i was selfish and didnt know what i wanted things escalated quickly after that everything caught up to me. while he still doesn't know about this if i could change things i would. it's truly disgusting and it makes me cringe thinking about it. i wouldn't say im horrible, but to each his own i suppose.

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Hi,

I am leaving my name only as [AMS]. I feel like I came to this website to help people that are just as lost as I was at one point in time. My name won't make a difference. I remember thinking that if only I had somebody to share my story with, to tell my secrets to, having somebody I could trust completely without worrying. I never did have that security. I feel as if those things actually were present in my life I wouldn't have made the same mistakes I did with friends, boyfriends, family, drugs, alcohol, school, etc. but we all learn! So lets go on this crazy ride together ;)

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