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I'm a 27 yr old attractive female. I'm smart and I have a loving family. I have thought about killing myself since I was 13. I now live in a new city with my fiance, but I know no one here, I'm so lonely and becoming so needy and therefore unhappy. It's not that I was to die so much as I cant go on this way. I don't know if I'm strong enough to pick up the pieces on my own. My fiance says he loves me (he really is the love of my life) but where is he? I don't know, out drunk with his friends somewhere. So, I know it seems ridiculous but remember, I have been thinking this way for 14 yrs, I've thought a lot about it. Any way I can do this somewhat painlessly and not end up in a hospital with brain or organ damage? Please help me
If you hsve been having these thoughts for a while, my guess is you are simply depressed without the knowing of the actual cause. There might be some unconcious factors that are at play here. I think that you should either call the free crisis hotline 1-888-777-4443 or I can recommend you talk to Dr. Andrea Iglesias.. her number is on her website 305 431 9839 www.drandreaiglesias.com and maybe she can help you figure out another solution. sucide is a long term solution for a short term problem. Although it feels like there's no way out, there is. Use the number for the Dr. I gave you. She is your age and very relatable. She can listen...give it a chance and go from there. I hope this helped and I have faith you'll be ok. xoxo
(Rating: 4) You are all right, I know. I am just depressed I guess, and I have been forever. I do things all the time, swallow a lot of pills, cut my self, all sorts of things. I know I need help but it's really difficult, when one is so down, to imagine that there is an alternative. It just seems too exhausting and pointless. but thank you all the same.