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13/f
Is it weird to get aroused to the thought of someone hurting me? Not like beating me, but like during sex taking a knife and making little cuts just enough to where they bleed? I mean, im 13.... I really shouldn't have these thoughts. I also get aroused when i think of a guy... like dominating me. Its just weird. And i live in a house hold where if there's something wrong, and you need to go to a therapist of be on depression meds you get disowned and thrown out of the family. And you'll get sent to a far away school where you'll live there. Its happened to my sister betheny and my cousin Danny.... What should i do? (link)
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Actually, it sounds to me like your parents are so screwed up the best thing that could happen to you would be to be adopted by another family.
The BDSM interests often (not to say that this is always the case) arise due to abuse in the home. Your parents sound mentally abusive at the very least and what you need to do in the short term is kick butt in school so that you can move away to college and put these mentally ill losers behind you.
As an aside, though, there is absolutely nothing wrong with having submissive feelings and wanting somebody to dominate you. All that stuff can be fun and fulfilling with the right partner. However, like all things in life, you have to manage it and look at it in a rational and reasonable way so you don't get hurt.
Good luck.
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