Member Since: January 9, 2011
Answers: 15
Last Update: July 10, 2011
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I feel I'm a waste of space I'm an older person and yet I get yelled at by my 27yr old nearly every day. I feel this way also as I was a cleaner and hurt my back nearly 7 years ago. I was on workcover who was suppose to retrain me but all I got was 4 days word 4 days spreadsheets basic computer and yet I am suppose to get an admin job. Well I've tried have had to write down 5jobs a week for over 2years now and no one is willing to give me a go. In August workcover decided to not pay me anymore so I went on a centerlink payment which lost me nearly $200 a fortnight can't pay my bills, I was going to a psychologist which they no longer pay for yet I feel I need as I have felt quite often suicidal in the last few months and I can't even buy anything to end it all. I have decided now some ways I do not need to buy anything and I have made a time limit on when this will happen as I feel my children and granddaughters will be better off. After this November I probably won't have enough food to survive, I can't pay my bills, I can't get a job because of my bad back, my daughter yells at me, NO ONE cares about me and workcover has made my life hell. I feel I,m just exsisting. I have a court case against workcover where the judge was suppose to give an answer before christmas and here it is the 10th Jan and no answer.
I just can't deal with this anymore, I can,t afford anything there will be no christmas presents this year and probably no birthday present I feel so bad about this but I have tried time and time again for a job.My emotions are out of control so am I a waste of space? (link)
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NO! You are not a waste of space. No one is a waste of space. You need to talk to your daughther. You are her mother and she needs to show you some respect.
I am truly sorry about your back and you whole situation. If you ever need someone to talk to, I am here. Truly.
This isn't great advice, but it's hard to give advice when people feel suicidal. Please just keep your chin up and remember you can talk to me!
Hope it all gets better. ♥
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I just want to thank you for answering me as I have felt no one cares and it is just good to get a few things off my chest Thank You again I will talk again if I feel I need to, I think that's mainly what I need even if I don't know you
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