Q: for the past 2 1/2 weeks, i've been a total mess. especially at school, any little thing will set me off. i'll get really pissed off, yell at people, and today i hit my friend in the face and he cut his lip. i'm walking around just hating everything and everyone, wishing everything would just go away. i'd been eating a lot more than usual, but then today i wasn't hungry at all. not only am i mad, i'm sad. someone will say or do something that'll make me sad. i've been crying uncontrollably a lot. today during one class, i had to sniff back tears at least 5 times. i have no idea whats going on with me. nothing is wrong at my house. my grades are starting to suffer because of it. its like i'm either depressed or angry all the time. i'm mean to everyone and driving away all my friends and my boyfriend. but at the time when i'm pissing off someone, i'm trying to. i want them to leave. but then later i'll feel bad and hate myself.
i've been depressed before, but this is different. its a lot worse. i'm also thinking about suicide or running away. but, again, i have no idea where these moods or thoughts came from. nothing is wrong, but everything is wrong. can someone help?
