hey im heather. im 18 and im a senior in highschool. im here to help anyone who needs advice so leme no the problem and ill be happy to help
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Ugh seriously my life sucks so bad and i just can't deal with it any more.!:(
I have been home schooled for a year now I left public school second semester of 7th grade and now i am in 8th. I lost ALL of my friends from being home school i have not EVEN one friend! I hate being home schooled i want to go back to school so bad i hate being home on a computer all day and i have no freakin life! It's not fair i want to go back so bad i just want to be a regular teen! Whitch leads to my second problem.... I hate the way i look I hate my body and i am to emmberest to go back to school cause I am fat! so thats why i can't go back i hate myslef and i am not strong and comfterable anuff to go back. I just want to be a normal teen, when i was in school i was the popualar girl not the annoyying mean stupid ones but everyone new me. Well now i am nothing. SO to fix my problem i work out everyday!!! 7 out of 7 days running bikeing stretching light weights EVERYTHING!!! i am on like the 4th month so far and i haven't lost a POUND!!!! i don't get whats wrong with me:(? I seriously cry everyday wondering why i can't be happy with myslef and not be huge i just want to be skinny and ughh it's not fair.
Next problem!.... I am the youngest one in my family My siblings cousins everyone! there all at that age were they can go out drink blahh blahh blahh and then theres me i am kinda of an outcast in my family for certin things, but it sucks that i can't be at that age they get to experince things i don't and i am left out it sucks! so bad being the youngest in your family. I hate how i have to prove to them i am not a freakin 5year old anymore the expect me to watch like Pooh bear (not really but do you get what i mean) and it pisses me off how they don't think i no what going on in the world like they think i don't no what sex or anything ugh idk they treate me like im 2 like really? your fucking anoying ugh whatever!! i hate my life and it's such a waist! i don't understand why any of this is going on it's not fair!!!!!!!
SOrry i just needed to let this out cause i have no one to talk to! i tell my mom this all the time but she never helps ugh this suckkss :( sorry if you have any advice feel free to let me no:( (link)
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Yes i totaly understand guys and dramma! lol that's why i got taken out of school because there was so much and it was affecting me. I am trying to work on myself to be a stronger person so when i do go back it won't affect me, but the only problem is it's not working i am still not happy with myself oh well.
I am the same height as you i'm so jelous you are only 105:( your so lucky lol!! I weighed that much when i was five foot one well 104 and now i am five foot five and 1**
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