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Hi. 14/f long im sorry, please read though ;(
Ok, I made a lot of mistakes. I lost a respect from a best friend,(cierra) i told something she told me in confidence to my other best friend(shaila). I shouldn't have and i regret it so much, we are trying to start over again, it's so hard though because both cierra and shaila hate each other. They are fighting, and shaila she is my best friend now because she helped me threw a lot. Threw the fighting with cierra and with a guy who really hurt me(i will get to him soon) I really regret telling Shaila but i could trust shaila, but cierra can't. She never gave shaila a chance though, she's really a good person. I hate her criticizing her, she's also mad that she's my best friend now, but i can't help that. She treated me horrible, i didn't treat her right either though. Now, on to the boy. You see he was the guy i really thought "loved" me. He made me feel good, he told me i was pretty, hot sexy and all of that. He said i love and i want to hold you and stuff.We met last summer and i liked him and he liked me to, i found out that he liked this other girl to. I didn't like the idea of that. He used me, because the other girl lives all the way in Florida. We talked like dirty to each other and all that, he actually got me to do that.I decided to forget about him than he came back, i was stupid enough to take him as my boyfriend. I really thought we would last. Than the thing that i regret the MOST is, i sent him a pic of me nude. Not fully only one breast.He convinced me, by sending me a picture of his.. you know. So, i thought we were the real deal? That we were really together and he really cared about me, but the next day he broke up with me, telling me that i was CHEATING on him?!!! So, we were over. I moved on off of him, i have someone else, but i feel so horrible and i really need some help. I feel sick all the time, i vomit every morning on my way to school because im so stressed because of all of this. I don't eat as much as i use to. I'm so depressed. Please someone help me, how do i forget what i did move on? I know what i did was wrong, i asked god to forgive me of my sins, but i still feel like a horrible person. Shaila tells me that i'm not, im the best thing that ever happend to her, im the only friend who gives her repsect, and she doesnt want to lose me. Please don't criticize me more please, just help alright?
Thanks for listening sorry it's so long. (link)
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hold up baby, whats this guy's name?? not kidding, i think i know this asshole.
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