Gender: Female
Age: 15
Member Since: April 19, 2009
Answers: 30
Last Update: April 22, 2009
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My boyfriend is 5 years older than me hes 19. Me and him have been dating for 8 months done things before that but officially been dating for 8 months. My family want me to have nothing too do with him because of his age and he doesnt have the best reputation. I live in a small town everyone knows everybody and everything. My boyfriend is one of the more well known people in this town. People were shocked when I first started dating him. Im a freshman in my HS and he dropped out 3 months before his graduation this year. He says hes going to the college to get his GED but hey he doesnt seem to be awake in time to go he maybe goes 2 times max a week and not to mention hes a pot head. He smokes all the time and jokingly I said you love your pot more than me and ofcourse he just laughed and said yeah but I love you too. I gave him an option about 2 months ago between me or the pot - he picked the pot we broke up maybe for 3 days and started dating again even though he cut down on it a little bit but of course continued on his normal schedule. If anyone has delt with loving a pot head you know that it is a very complicated thing too do(or maybe its just me). I mean I want to have a future with him but I cant if this is what kind of things I have to look forward too(watching him get high and sell drugggs) I love him to death and I KNOW he loves me too. Every couple cant agree on everything. But I mean I think it would make him appreciate me more if I told him I just need a break to think things out. Hes not a very understanding person I bring up that he needs to go to college and get his life on track he says whatever and hangs up the phone. But it would be practically impossible for me to tell him I want to take a break when Im with him I would think I was CRAZY for thinking about taking a break away from him. Also, people claim he cheated on me I mean my head is telling me he didnt [I (Cant) believe it] but my heart is telling me ; He did maybe not with this girl but I think he did. [that sounded cheesyy, but thats how i feel:)] When I say dont cheat on me he FREAKS out I mean yeelling saying you think I cheat on you I love you more than anything baby I would never do that. Things like that. The thing is I became VERY clingy towards him ; it might be because I lost my virginity to him in January. I dont know why this is the first person ever but I mean I think its obbsession or something. I get so mad when he doesnt call me and he says he will. I think this is because, about two weeks ago I cheated on him and had sex with my old good friend. We were drunk and just got caught up in the momment. I stopped as soon as it went in and said OMG I cant believe this ; and called my boyfriend right away just to tell him "I love you" and to hear his voice. I havent told my boyfriend about this and I really dont want to tell him I swore to him I would never cheat on him and I know it would KILL him if I told him. I do love him but I really feel like I need too take a break away from this relationship because I dont want to wait and things to turn out worst. I think Im just having mixed feelings, my parents hate him so when I need him with me most He cant be here . I have to keep our relationship a secret but all my friends know Im head over heels in love! (:
I dont know what the question is to this whole story, but just writing down what Im going thru made me feel 100 Times better(:
Thank you if you read this and im sorry it is so longg and their really is no point to this ; but if you guys have any advice on anything or if anyone is going thru or went thru a situation I wouldnt mind hearing some stories or advice(:
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i'm sorry to say, but your boyfriend doesn't seem like he's going places. do you really want to spend your life with someone who chose weed (a drug) over you? and the age difference does make a huge problem, if your parents dont approve it is for YOUR best interest. in my opinion, you dont really need to think about it. he dropped out of high school as well? you deserve better, there me attraction but my advice would be to leave him and start fresh since you've just began your high school career. there will be plenty of guys and they will have more to offer you.
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