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I feel sad all the time. Right when I think I'm having a good time, I just feel like crying. All the time I just want to cry.
Things just haven't gone the way I've wanted them to for so long and I just have this heavy weight of sadness on my shoulders. I can't even talk about it because I don't think anyone would want to hear it. My best friend and I talk all the time, but it's mostly about her. I help her through everything but can never tell her what's bothering me. I don't like to talk about it because I don't want her to leave me all alone like my other "friends" if she thinks I'm being stupid or selfish talking about myself. I don't want to be selfish.
I try so hard to be nice all the time and hardly speak my mind or bother people with how I feel because being nice is so important. But it's wearing me down. I keep everything inside and I don't think I could let it out because everyone would leave me again. Well, everyone that's left. It isn't fair, but I shouldn't say that. I don't want to complain because I don't want to come across as a brat.
I just want the sadness to go away. I just basically wallow in self-pity which isn't good and I know that. But I can't pull myself out of it. I don't know how to. I feel like such a bad person because I probably am. I'm trying to change things about myself so maybe I can feel better, but I'm never good enough. I'm so upset and I just want to stop crying all the time. But I can't. ='[ (link)
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I have been in the same boat..it just seems like life is never right..right? You have repressed feelings just like i do..you keep everything..but truth is..that wear you down mentally and physically..if you have good friends they would listen to your problems just like you listen to theres..so try to talk to them who knows people can surprise you..and also i advise you to talk to a counselor..i know it sounds stupid but it really worked for me..i am doing alot better and i dont feel so down all the time..also find something that you enjoy like a sport..or music..that can really alleviate some stress..also turn towards God and pray..God can do wonderful things..and if you have God in your life you can get throught anything..its an amazing feeling..if you dont read all of this just read what i am about to say....life is too short to wallow..get out there and enjoy your life..because you never know what is gonna happen.
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Rating: 5
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It is wearing me down..I don't know how to get myself to a counselor. I don't want to complain to my parents.
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