Member Since: May 9, 2008
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Last Update: August 12, 2008
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I feel sad all the time. Right when I think I'm having a good time, I just feel like crying. All the time I just want to cry.
Things just haven't gone the way I've wanted them to for so long and I just have this heavy weight of sadness on my shoulders. I can't even talk about it because I don't think anyone would want to hear it. My best friend and I talk all the time, but it's mostly about her. I help her through everything but can never tell her what's bothering me. I don't like to talk about it because I don't want her to leave me all alone like my other "friends" if she thinks I'm being stupid or selfish talking about myself. I don't want to be selfish.
I try so hard to be nice all the time and hardly speak my mind or bother people with how I feel because being nice is so important. But it's wearing me down. I keep everything inside and I don't think I could let it out because everyone would leave me again. Well, everyone that's left. It isn't fair, but I shouldn't say that. I don't want to complain because I don't want to come across as a brat.
I just want the sadness to go away. I just basically wallow in self-pity which isn't good and I know that. But I can't pull myself out of it. I don't know how to. I feel like such a bad person because I probably am. I'm trying to change things about myself so maybe I can feel better, but I'm never good enough. I'm so upset and I just want to stop crying all the time. But I can't. ='[ (link)
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you just really need to talk to someone. when you don't talk about your problems they just stay inside you and weigh you down. i know its hard to talk to people about your problems but it seems like you have a close friend so you should try talking to her. you need to stop thinking of yourself as a burden to people cause you deserve the same courtesy that you show others. if you ever need to talk to someone you can IM me at advicegirl118.
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I just tried talking to my friend about it and ended up having to hang up on her. Then I called her back and cried and she didn't know what to say so we literally sat there in silence for four whole minutes. Then she hung up. So I don't know where to start or what to do. It's really really hard to talk about my problems because I try to organize them in my head but can't get them to form into words. I don't think anybody could help me.
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