Q: so i went out with this kid for 4 and a half months, and he broke up with me cause he didnt know if he wanted a girlfriend, and he was moving (he was moving in 3 months), we thought we'd be going out until he moved, and maybe even longer, but before he left i wrote him a letter saying how im glad were still friends, and he told me how breaking up with me was a mistake and everything, but now he kinda likes my friend. and he came back to visit and they are awfully close, and my friends talked to me about it, and i told her i can't control what she does, but i dont know, lately i've felt like giving up on myself because i feel like now that im starting high school im fading as a person, it seems that nothing is going right and i am losing people, nothings ever drama free anymore. i was talking to him for like an hour on IM, and he was telling me how he remembered everything he said to me the day he asked me out, and at the end of the conversation he told me he loved me. Then i just saw him this past weekend and he still had the letter i wrote him in his wallet but i didn't get to talk to him that much, i just felt out of place whenever i'm around people anymore. i hate that feeling of change. I just want the past and i want things back to normal. I want to be happy but i feel like i'm never given a chance

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