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ok this probably is the weirdest question on this site...........and perhaps some may take it as a joke but i swear i've cried myself to sleep.......... especially considering my age...... (lets just say i'm a little over my teens) and this is ridicules...
i usually don't have idols or role models or whatever. i am not a fan of anything or anyone. i don't have that tendency to obsess...
HOWEVER........hoping that most of you probably heard of the tragic death of heath ledger.... lately i haven't been myself.... i can't seem to stop thinking about it where its gotten to a point that i am actually sad and quiet around people i don't know and they notice! (people i know very well don't even know when i am sad!) i don't know if it is the fact that 10 things had marked what i'd like to think of as the early years of my teen life... and perhaps his death came with its ending. i tried telling myself i am just reacting to the news because i already had my own worries about getting older (it feels like a midlife crises!).... but no that wasn't it . i am pretty sure i am very very upset about HIM and not what he represents. or maybe... i am not sure... i am sooo so confused!
i mean when my grandfather passed away last september i didn't react half as bad although i cried my head of that day. (to be honest i am convinced he's just in another town).......
i am being extra sensitive over all this!!! and i am not even a fan! helpppp...... what could be wrong with me?!?! please blame it on hormones.
p.s no i am not pmsing (link)
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maybe your just scared of what could happen to you in the future. This past school year 5 guys from my school died of overdose and 3 died from drunk driving.Its a a scary world sometimes but dont let that influence you on how you behave over something like heath ledgers death.
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yeah i am guessing so...... i haven't really been handling death well and i kind of let it all out with his death........
for what it's worth i am so sorry for your loss..... two of my closest friends died too not to mention my grandfather so i sort of know how its like.
Thanks!
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