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Last Update: January 13, 2008
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my name is cederian i think i may sick because im the only guy i know that has mood swings and my girlfriend mariah just tell me that its normal but i need a second opinion to give you insight as to whats been happining to well i was happy lik two hourrs ago and i just started to cry and i remember thinking am i dying whats wrong with me i felt like i wanted to die ive never been this depressed i kept telling myself what do you have to live for then i realized i was only 16/m why was i thinking like that then mariah tried to help me feel better but it did'nt help i thought i would just go lie down and i would feel better some how then it happened i sat up and looked in my mirror and said to myself you dont deserve to live and my big brother always makes me feel like crap ill just be sitting down in the sun room and hell just come up to me and call me a fag and how in the hell can i be a fag if i have a girl friend and my dad does'nt approve of anything i do nothing i do makes him happy he just sits there and judges me he'll just say you're an idiot but i makes straight a.s in school i play football i play soccer and baseball he's never been to anyone of my games butyou know the worst thing he ever said to me was that it was a mistake for me to be born and he wished my mom would had an abortion and that he hated me then the next day he acted as though nothing had happened but my mom,grandma and mariah are the only people who love me but are they enough reason for me to stay alive i like eight months tried to kill myself because the dispair had gotten to a point where i just could'nt take it anymore i need help what wrong with me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (link)
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There's nothing wrong with you...it's human nature, especially after such things were said to you. You're a smart, active guy and those people who fail to see it aren't much worth any worry.
Keep holding on to the people who make you happy, and pay no mind to those who make you sad and feel insignificant. They're wrong to think so and to act on it, and they're only hurting your confidence.
Don't listen to 'em. =)
Oh, and by the way, I think every older brother does that, so try to ignore him.
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thank you very much you are a wonderful person and may god bless you always and forever
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