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Ok well I just started high school and I made some friends and then the newest one i made..she's just so happy and like a kid and everytime i think of her or see her, I just think "I was like that..or atleast I could have been like that now if I didnt' have a bad childhood....even if i was like her now, i wouldn't be as pretty as her.."
And now even though she's my friend, I'm starting to like secretly hate her REALLY bad. This always happens with many friends that I make.
What the hell is wrong with me? Why am i like this? i dont want to be like this but..something like this always happen (link)
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oh my god i have the EXACT same problem! I start to hate every friend I make. It's usually because i'm jealous they're super gorgeous/anorexic/breasty/etc.
You sound like you hate her because she's always happy (i have a ton of friends like that too and i hate them too!) and you're envious of that.
You could try to be like her- but she's probably just pretending to be happy. She's probably just as sad as you are on the inside. But who knows?
You don't have to be her friend anymore if you really don't want to- or you could just try and not be jealous of her beauty and her happiness. You're probably really pretty too but you just can't see it b/c you're 14 or 15.
Your friend probably thinks she's ugly too.
Just try to not be jealous that's really all you can do.
I hope i helped you.
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