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Okay so, This may be a bit confusing but bare with me. And I also apologize for any graphic descriptions. This is very hard for me. I am having trouble deciding wether or not I had a horrific dream or if something really happened. You see, I think my father molested me when I was about 6. But I am unsure as to wether or not I dreamed it. I recall him coming into my room several times when I was masturbating (humping a pillow)and I can remember him rubbing his penis on my vagina. I don't remember him ever actually sticking it in. The thought of it makes me sick. But I can also vividly remember him wiping my vagina with a washcloth when he was done, then telling me not to tell mom and then he left. I can remember the way it felt and everything. It disgusts me. I can also recall another time after that when I told my mother as my dad walked through the door but I dont remember anything that happened after. Its disturbing to think about but I have no proof that it really happened. Thats part of the reason I think its a dream. I also have had a dream or 2 before when I woke up and thought it really happened. I just need to know if it really happened. I cant even look at my dad the same way because of this and I dont dare ask anyone. What is your opinion? Did I dream it or was it real?
If it helps your decision any, I once found a porn video on his computer that was titled something to the effect of "Dad f**ks blonde teen daughter". I watched it and it didnt look that way and I know sometimes things can have a different title than what it really is. I mean it was an older man that had sex with a blonde girl and she called him daddy. But... :// I dont know!
:( Any answer is appreciated. Just elaborate your thoughts on it please. Thank you. (link)
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I don't really know what to say. That's horrible. I really think u should talk to your mom or atleast speak with a guidence counselor. I do believe that this could have
What's the worst your mom can say? Yea she will probably think ur nuts but just tell her that youhad a dream and yÓujust want to know if its true becuase its been killing you. I reallydont know what to say to youi can't say I can imagine how you are feeling becuase I can't. But I really hope you resolve this issue. It must be hard living like this. Please speak to someone who can help you about this and especially to your mom. She should understand. Its been 2 years since you posted this..maybe its time to speak up.
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No, I haven't. But I think I've come to the conclusion that it did happen. I have vivid dreams but never so vivid to where I can recall in perfect detail. I could tell you what happened, right down to how it felt physically and mentally and that's something I just don't think a dream could convey. Also, why would I dream something so terrible like that? I know it happened, and I really want to ask my mother but I'm so afraid she won't remember and think I'm crazy. :(
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