Hey! My name is stephi. I love to play sports, especially volleyball and soccer, so if you have any questions about those, feel free to ask! i live in the oh-so cold minneSNOWta. even though i love the snow...the cold gets really old. i love giving (and getting) advice! go ahead and ask me anything! I am christian, so i know a lot about my religion. I love listening to music! its one of my favorite things to do (besides volleyball). i am a really nice person, and i LOVE to laugh, so if u have anything funny, tell me!!!
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About a month or two ago I made a promise to God that I would not masturbate until I turned 14. Several months ago, probably like 3 or 4 maybe 5, I turned 13. But, I broke that promise. And I know it's really bad to do that, and I'm a Catholic! But the really bad thing is, that I keep telling God I won't do it again, but I do! Sometimes when I cross my legs my clitoris throbs and it feels good, does that count? A part of me feels like he forgives me, partly because it was the time of my period when you're in heat, but part of me feels like he won't forgive me and I don't deserve to go to Heaven. I feel like I've broken my promise, God never breaks a promise and I feel unworthy. I talk to God a lot, I pray a lot, and praise him a lot. But sometimes I'm not nice to others like I should be. Like lying, or making fun of someone and not apologizing, although most of the time I do, yet I do it again! I truly, truly, truly need help to keep my promise and stay un-horny. Will I go to hell for this? Will he forgive me? I feel so scared, I want to go to Heaven! I worship God with all my heart, I really do. And I believe in Jesus and his commandments and in the beatitudes. But one night a while back, I wanted to sort of have my own way of getting an immediate answer with him. Years ago, I bought a statue of Jesus from Canada and the hands broke off accidentally. So I took one hand and fell alseep with it in my hand and asked him to have me wake up with it on the right side of my bed if the answer was "Yes, you will go to Heaven." and it go to the left side if the answer was no. It landed on the left side underneath me! I'm scared. I've done this before, and I asked him if I would meet my sisters in Heaven (I never met them) and it landed on the right side. Is this kind of witch craft or something? Well I'm really scared, so please answer this question! (link)
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i cant tell you are confused and thats ok! it is not wrong to ask about this on a website, you want to know if what you did is wrong, and thats ok. Its all about your conscience. Im sure that God is happy with you for worshiping and praying to him. What I would do is go to confession. Im sure the priests will tell you more answers that you want to know than anyone here could say. No one can ever tell if you are going to heaven or hell, only God. Just make sure to tell the priest all the sins you think you have committed, and you can also ask him questions too. Make sure to go to church on holy days and holy days of obligation. As for the statue hands, thats is probably just a coincedence, and i wouldnt fret over it. That is probably the reason why it is so confusing. If you have any more questions, feel free to ask.
hope that helped.
~stephi
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