Member Since: April 9, 2007
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Last Update: May 1, 2007
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im just rele... not in a good mood. im pretty upset and i need some1 to talk to. i just feel like shit and like i shouldnt be. my whole problem is i wear my heart on my sleeve and ive already tried to cut it off but that didnt work. i just fall for people way to easy and then they never like me for anything than just a friend. tonight i went to a play to watch the girl i liek perform cuz lastngiht she invited me and i decided i would come again. well lastnight i couldnt ifnd her and tonight i told her after the play to come find me and i would be sitting where i was before. well i waited for 5 minuites then found one of my other frineds and talked to her until she helped me find the other girl. she was talking to and upperclassmen (btw, im a freshman and the girl i liek is a freshman) and it really hurt me inside to see her with him cuse it is obvious tht she probubly likes him and he probubly likes her only for her body. im tryin to hold back tears while writing this cuz my mom is downstairs and if i cry she knows something is wrong. this spring break has completely sucked for me. ive already thought of giving up on everything. i just feel so unloved and its got me depressed and its slowly killing me. (link)
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Oh sweetie, you poor thing. It nearly broke my heart reading your cry for help. First things first. DONNOT, UNDER ANY CIRRCUMSTANCES DECIDE TO "END IT ALL"! I swear, t would be the worst thing you ever did, That's right, don't make me come over there. Now, correct me if i'm wrong, but did you say you'd been cutting yourself? If you are, STOP RIGHT NOW! You can't help yourself that way. As for that snobby performing monkey, forget her. I know that will be really difficult, but do it. As for the friend who help you find her, maybe she 's the right one for you. The thing is, dating and crushes, they're part of life, and, yes, it will hurt when you get your heart stomped on, and you may hurt others, but you have to keep going, and push through till you find "The One". Your Significant Other. Your best friend. Know, that people care about you. I don't even know you and i'm trying to stop you from giving up your life for a reason. So go out there, flirt shamelessly, and make that performing babon feel sorry she EVER toyed with your emotions! And remember, Yay you!!!!
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thanx, but i think im jsut gonna wait a week or two then go see if i can be put on anti-depressants or something.
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