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I am 14, I recently had a horrible break up with my boyfriend who I had loved. Ever since then I have had chest pains, my will to play softball as deminished, I am severly depressed and have off and on eating dissorders meaning I wont quit eating sometime then I wont be hungry at all for long periods of time. When sleeping I will only dream of killing my parents for what they had done, or of my ex-boyfriend, but that is when I actually sleep, normally I lie awake staring at the things my ex-boyfriend had given me and crying. My alcohol drinking has increased and my ability to payattention has reduced to about nothing. And the only thing I actually care about now is making my days go by faster as a minor, and making them less memorable as possible...
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Take a reality check. Your are 14, you loved him. but ask yourself this... Were you in love with him? and honestly could you have seen yourself marrying him and have him be the father of your children? But then again, you are 14 and you dont really know what you will want later on when it realy comes time to settling down with the one you will spend the rest of your life with. And most of this stuff, its all in your head.
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I know how old i am. Yes I was in Love with him. Butt I thought abotu it. If I were to have gotten pregenant by him now. I wouldn't have givin it up becasue he would be a wonderful father. And I ocnvinced myself to move on which I did, and the pains and thoughts never went away but thanks anyway.
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