CARPE DIEM.
i've had this for a few years. on and off i'd get on and answer some questions, out of boredom. but that's all changed. i've been doing a lot of soul searching in the past couple of months. i'm no longer the bored 14 year old girl when i started using this, i'm now a 16 year old woman wanting to actually help. i've expierenced so many things now, and i feel like i can give advice for many different subjects, instead of just a few. i really want to help people, whenever, however, anytime of day, any way.
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Location: Clovis, California
Occupation: Figuring out life.
Age: 16
AIM: bizzare mkt
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16/m
I'm so sick of being alive. Everything is so hard. I can't stand it. It's like I'm doing something wrong. I have few friends, but it doesn't matter because I don't like them. I don't like any one. People don't meet my standards and they never will. And when it comes to girls I have no idea what I'm doing. It's like there's some secret technique that every one but me seems to understand. My problems with girls contribute the most to my loneliness and depression. I'm unmotivated in school, because I care more about trying to find a place I belong, trying to find some one who understands me. I can hardly sleep because I'm always worrying about all this. I'm scared I'll never have friends. I'm scared I'll never have a good job. I'm scared I'll never have my first kiss or have sex, and if I do it will be with some one I don't want to do it with. Somewhere between now and the next few years I 100% sure I'll be dead. I can't take it anymore. I've been to therapy and they even locked me up like a criminal in a mental health ward, but to no avail. I hate life. I hate myself. I hate every one, especially if they're happy. I don't see things ever getting better. Please help me. And don't post anything about God, Jesus, or religion of any kind, it will be an automatic 1 on your rating.
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Man..I'm here for you. I'd really like to talk to you about this in a conversation, because I don't think I could ever say everything I want in this little box. It tears me apart that you're going through this, because I've been through that point in my life. If you'd like, you can reach me at: www.myspace.com/ohshtmkt or on my aim - mktxyz yahoo - aradicalmessx (i dont get on that often on yahoo so leave me an offline message, or email me. i also have msn - a_californiagurl_manda@hotmail.com i don't get on that often either, so if you don't mind, and you'd like to talk, reply to this answer and we'll figure out a way to get in touch. i really hope you take this into consideration. love love love. -mkt
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I get on AIM alot. I'm thepiratejedi. You might here from me, but I don't know. I've made friends over the internet before and they all ended badly.
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