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heeey people
so this is a bit confusing and sorry if this is long. i'm 14/f
july 2005 we moved and i went to a new school.in that school they teach classes from 1-12 grade so its basicly elementary middle and high school together. it's the worst school E.V.E.R no 1 likes it.
i hated everyone there except this one guy. he was the only one i liked and felt comfortable around. that time i was in 7th grade and he was in 8th grade. i looked at him a lot and then he started liking/loving me.
february 2006 he fell into a deep conversation with me. i was so nervous that i said really weird things and he thought i meant it in a bad way.he also told me he loved me. (and i know he did but i dont wanna explain all the details) so in march i FINALLY got the courage to applogize to him. i called him and i think he was nervous cause he didn't say that much but he said it's okay again. but still after that we ignored eachother and tried to make us jealous.
sometimes he talked to me was really nice but the next day he gave me the feeling that he hates me. that really sucked cause i love him so much.
anyways he also hated the school so he left it and now he goes to a different school. on the last day of school he didn't say anything to me not even good bye.i have to admit i also actet like i dont care. i cried so much when i got home. it was the worst day of my life.
i'm in 8th grade now and he's in 9th grade
so now he is gone but i think about him soo often and i love him so much. i know i do. and since then i saw him once cause he went to our school to see his friends i quess. but he didn't see me.
and i really just wanna talk to him again and apologize for everything. i just have his phonenumber but i dont know where he lives i dont know his e-mail or sn. and i also know where he goes to school. but i just dont have the courage to call him after everything that happened. please help i love him soo much. please dont tell me to get over him i really just cant i tried but it doesn't work. what should i do this makes me really depressed (link)
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If i was you I would get over my nevers and call him. Tell him you are sorry for everything that has happened. Then before you two hang up ask him if you can call him again sometime and see what he says. If he says yes, then he forgives you. But if he says no...well i rather not get into that. Just call him. You'll reget it more if you don't trust me...I know. hoped I help.
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