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Not sure if what I am experiencing is mental or spiritual.
OK, I am not depressed. I have been treated for that in the past. So I know what depression is like, this is not it. I have a decent job, a great family and no real problems. I am an easygoing person who loves everyone.
Here's my story:
My family and I were waiting at a stoplight when suddenly out of no where I got this powerful urge to cry. I tried to fight it, I had nothing to cry about. As we sat there at the light waiting, an ambulance appeared in the distance. It was in front of us, heading our direction fast. The closer the ambulance got the stronger the uge to cry became. By the time the ambulance had reached us, I could not fight it anymore. I was quietly crying when my boyfriend noticed and became concerned. He asked me what was wrong and all I could say was "I don't know." It wasn't just the urge to cry. I had an overwelming feeling of deep sadness as the ambulance passed. I didn't feel like myself. I felt lost and extremely confused.
I think I may have even blacked out for a few seconds. Everything went blurry and my body felt limp.
Our light turned green after the ambulance passed.
As the distance between us and the ambulance grew the feeling faded. Before 10 minutes had passed I no longer had the urge to cry. I was able to sit up in my chair and see clearly. The emotional heavyness that hit me so fast, was gone just as fast. Afterwords I felt drained, exhausted and emotionally raped.
This does not happen every time an ambulance gets near me. Just sometimes. Never had one quite so strong before. When I am next to someone at the store or workplace, no where in particular. I feel as if I know how they are feeling. The stronger the emotion the more sure I am of the feeling. Sometimes, I think I can tell what an animal is feeling. Not what they are thinking, but how they are feeling emotionally.
Could this be real?
I cannot run everytime an ambulance passes me. Although the thought has crossed my mind. I hate the feeling of being emotionally raped.
Is this a question for the mental health section?
Thanks for letting me ramble. I am open to any advice you have.
Thanks,
Tammy-AKA hnstymtrs
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Uhm not sure why im attempting too answer, Im only 16 Lol.
I get like that sometimes but not quite as deep as that I dont think.
I have the urge to cry for no reason.
I always end up crying , I cant fight it.
Sometimes I feel like you do in the street, usually its old people that sets me off.
Kinda hard as theres so many of them.
Sometimes its because I have gotten so stressed and havent realised then suddenly it comes out like that.
I always think I know how my animals are feeling.
Its because im too emotionally twsited ..
Everything about me is emotions. Not very much action
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However I dont know how to fight it.
Just thought you would like to know I feel kinda like you.
Perhaps try focusing on something else when the ambulance is near? Have you ever lost a family member whom was very close or a friend? May that be why the ambulance makes you outburst?
Anyhow mail me if this was of any use whatsoever..
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Thank you for your feedback. Yes, I have had people die in my life. It happens to everyone. Death does not scare me. It does make me sad that we all have to die someday. I do not cry about it. In fact the only time I cry or feel like crying is when I am around someone that is in termoil. Wierd huh?
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