Member Since: October 23, 2006
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Last Update: October 24, 2006
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Me, always happy, always smiling..always good in school, always!! I tunred depressed. I mean I didn't really realize it until my school contacted my parents saying "she needs a therapist and probably anti-depressives" I know it sounds bad - but I used to look down on depressed people. Well, not look down on them, I felt sorry for them..because they go through stuff, but like I've been licing with my family (=HELL!) my whole life, and i still managed to be happy and have fun, so I figured "they're weak" kinda thing when they all got depressed..but now im there too. And i hate it, i hate the fact that im gonna look back ta these few years, ten years from now, and say "I hated highschool! i was miserable!" You don't understand, this has been my dream! Being a teenager i mean, i used to dream of reaching 16, having a boyfriend, lots of friends and parties..always fun, and it really looked like that was gonna happen since my whole life ive lived happily, lots of friends, lots of admirers, always good in school..and so on. SO WHAT THE HECK? This is what I've come to. I hate myself..because I know I'll walk out of this school a year from now saying "Thank G0D im out! & I'm never coming back!" And I know I wont come if there's ever a class reunion, and i completely HATE it.
Please help me, cheer me up, give me advice, do anything you can, please!
thank you so much! (link)
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listen to yourself, you are feeding your head what you want. depression is psycolgical. you can't just think, "oh, im depressed." no, something, a loss of a loved one, rape, you saw something horrible in your life, enhances you sence of sorrow and fear and of not wanting to get up in the morning. i know, i had two deaths in one week and now my cousin was tested positive for luekemia. i used to want to kill myself to be done with the world. but i realized death is the easy way out and i dont know about you but you sound like a strong person. you can get over you "depression" and strive for what you want, or just give up and face a life of solitude and anxiety. the choice is yours.
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thank you so much, you kinda helped me snap out of it with the whole "depression is psycological" thing.. thaannkkss! ♥
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