I started barrel racing a few years ago and love it to death! I am from the city so I do know what everyone is interested in. Im not old and definately know whats in style... so feel free to ask me your questions!
Gender: Female
Location: Texas
AIM: em18676
Member Since: August 11, 2006
Answers: 6
Last Update: August 12, 2006
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Okay, I dont need help coping,
I just need to know if I'm alright.
I mean my grandma died when i was in 5th grade,
I'm going into 10th now, and I was closer to her,
more close than the usual grandchild grandma bond.
I mean ever since I was born I came over to my grandparents house EVERDAY after school,
and I stayed there a lot. And I still cry over her, and how I miss her.
I mean when it happened, sure I was sad, and I understood she was gone, but today I understand more, and it just makes me wish she was here.
Especially since I'm volunteering at a nursing home, for some reason I get weird notions that my grandma is stuck somewhere in there, since she said she woudl hate to be there ever. And that I just cant find her, and shes miserable.
And this month, august, is the month she died,
on the twenty eigth actually, and it was a tuesday. and i cant take it, i don tknow what to do, and if i'm going to be okay? Is it usual to still beupst about things like this even if it happened a long time ago?
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I kind of know how you feel, my grandma died a year ago in July, but it sounds like you two were closer. Your grandma died and you were sad but you kind of got over it. After a little while we feel guilty for not feeling as sad and we start remembering her more and we now feel more sad then before, and I'm sure your grandma wouldn't want you to be sad. But remember you loved your grandma and she knew it, but life goes on. You can be sad every once in a while but don't let it get in the way of you having a good time.
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