Hey, I'm a 14 year old horse back rider. I have 2 horses named Jewel and Skye, 4 dogs plus 7 I'm training(with my family), and 2 parakeets. Also I have a dog boarding kennel in my back yard. I have lots of animals ya think?! I love all feedback and questions just let me know your problem and I'll write back. Also when I ask a question I rate it in my opinion I don't want any hard feelings by it.
Jenni
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Okay, I dont need help coping,
I just need to know if I'm alright.
I mean my grandma died when i was in 5th grade,
I'm going into 10th now, and I was closer to her,
more close than the usual grandchild grandma bond.
I mean ever since I was born I came over to my grandparents house EVERDAY after school,
and I stayed there a lot. And I still cry over her, and how I miss her.
I mean when it happened, sure I was sad, and I understood she was gone, but today I understand more, and it just makes me wish she was here.
Especially since I'm volunteering at a nursing home, for some reason I get weird notions that my grandma is stuck somewhere in there, since she said she woudl hate to be there ever. And that I just cant find her, and shes miserable.
And this month, august, is the month she died,
on the twenty eigth actually, and it was a tuesday. and i cant take it, i don tknow what to do, and if i'm going to be okay? Is it usual to still beupst about things like this even if it happened a long time ago?
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Hey I know what yout going through my uncle and I were the same way. What I did was I made a colage of his life and instead of crying on the day he died I celebrate his life. I throw a big party with all of his friends and family.
It was even harder for me because my parents didn't tell me and I found out by hearing it from my abusive babysitter. I still remember what she said..."WOW a man died at the wheel from having a heart-attack. He crashed into a ditch and died instantly." I wondered what his name was it turned out to be my uncle. My mom soon walked in I was still in shock. I flipped out because they didn't tell me to this day I still have anger about it.
I miss him like he was my father and I am still in shock 4 years later vut I am still living life and when I think of him I just think he wouldn't want me to be sad he would want me to be happy.
If youwant anyone to talk to I'm here. I really know what your going through.
Jenni
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thanks,
i mean i dont think ill ever be able to be okay with death, but i mean none of us can avoid it, but yeah bladsfjdj thank you
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