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I wanna become friends with some of the more popular kids at my school so I can go to some of their crazy parties. I can be really shy so I don`t know how I should go about doing it. If I leave a myspace comment on anything of theirs, I often don`t get anything back.
Hey.
If you see my picture-- not like you really can--- it's filled with like 30 of my best friends. My dad said to have 1 or 2 really good friends, best friends, but I learned to have more so as to not be dependant on only a few people. And I have OCD-- with is obsessive compulsive disorder *haha, i cant spell!!*--- which means that I need, basically, everything my way. And sometimes I get really hyper and crazy and talk without breathing and end up taking this crazy loud breath, making other people embarassed that they know me, and glad they do cuz im such a laied back kinda person.
I met these people 2 years ago. And when my yearbook was signed, I had 38 signatures, 30 of which included the words: "I love you so much." Or, "I love your crazy cool ways!!"
Maybe it's just me, but I would so rather not be considered "popular." I mean, the popular kids at my school, at least, have all this "drama." HAHA, drama. Yeah right!! Their, "well, my best friend dated my boyfriend while I was going out with him. And then I saw them at my house going to pick up my brother and his date to double! Im so sad!" Like, they cause that drama. If they wanted to avoid that, they so could! But anyway, OCD-- i get off topic!!
Just bein who you are.... wow, that sounds totally played out.... is the way to go. Cliche, right?! Yeah.... but thats probably why its cliche, because it makes sence. So out of that, I guess my only advice is to be as you are--- for me, crazy, wild, someone who talks too fast and forgets to brethe, consequently landing herself in the nuses office because of passing out---- or in your case, a shy person who just looks at the weird-os like me, and pretends u have no idea who i am and quickly walks to the other side of the room. Thats who you are, and if you want to be friends with the "my friends used me" group, go ahead, but you'll probably make some suckily friends have WAY much more fun chillaxing!!!
Long, I know. And I made up some words!! HAHA!
Hope this LONG answer helps!!
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Wow. Your truly an inspiring person. =)
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