Q: kay well heres the problem
i feel like im living a lie! Im not tyring to brag or anything but my social life at school is good! i have the greatest friend and i laugh all the time and stuff.. im pretty well knownd specially for being happy and laughing all the time!!
but the lie is that im not.. I HATE myself! i go home a cry myself to sleep almost everynight! its because of what my brother did to me! i have flashbacks and he still bothers me and when he touches me and when i think about it i break down and cry!
i mean i used to cut myself! I DONT ANYMORE! and the thing is like it gets soo bad at home that i wanna comit suiced BUT I DONT WANT TO DIE! i just want the pain of what im going threw at home to stop!
it makes my stomach feel all weird and makes me sick to my stomach and its feels hard to breath!
am i depressed?? should i see like a therpist??
because like suiced I DONT BELIEVE IN but its on my mind alll the time!
and there is no way at school people could no about this! it would be like the BIGGEST SHOCKER are school well the people who know me has seen
what do i doo!!
please i need some advice!!
