Hi my name is Sabrina. The worst thing in the world is dealing with a problem on your own. It may lead you to confusion and even leave you without a solution. It's always better to hit up someone else's opinion on things and help you see that there is light at the end of your problem. I have been through alot of things in my life, many more than you could probably count and I am only 18. I have learned alot from my expierences and still deal with some of the issues that I have before. I know how difficult life can be, it puts so much stress on you trying to be as perfect as you can. But you have to know that being you is as perfect as you can be, it just takes a while to finally notice yourself for who you are when your so distratcted by life. Anyways, anyone feel free to contact me I am just here to listen and hopefully shed some light on your problems. It's my passion to make people feel better about themselves.
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I used to cut frequently, but then I stopped for a long time. I was doing really well and learning to deal with my feelings in other ways, but just the other day I was in the drug store and I bought a package of blades and went home and cut myself several times. I have been doing ever since. I have been feeling pretty depressed lately. There has been a lot of stuff going on in my life and I don't know how to deal with it. I know that I shouldn't cut myself, but I feel so much better. It really helps me deal. Where can I go for help with stopping cutting. I cannot tell my parents and I am so afraid of telling my friends. Please help. I really don't know what to do. (link)
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Facing your inner demons
It's hard to finally come to grips with yourself, your thoughts, feelings, and inner demons. Everyone has inner demons whether they know it or not. It may be something as simple as finding a flaw about yourself and letting that one flaw control about how you feel about yourself. You will then start to pick apart yourself and see your physical body as your whole representation of yourself. Youll only in the end wear yourself down. It's whats on the inside that counts, sure many of you have heard this zillions of times, it possibly means alot or nothing. But we all must face them if we want to be happy, and in order to be happy I believe we have to honestly come face to face with who gave us our life. Ive learned many people on this earth face depression or any other mental illness, but I truly believe you can come out of it if you start to pray and stay away from the horror of this world. Ban yourself from the temptations of satan. Satan comes through in alot of things we might not consider, he comes through in the war, violence, television, music, people...etc. Sometimes we think people are that way b/c of their personalities, true, but I believe everyone has a reason for doing something, its a choice. They either choose evil or good. If they choose evil they have let the demon in them win and God is unhappy. I know its hard to stray away from things we think are good for us, like those trashy television shows, its only buying little into this aweful world. Most people believe psychology has alot to do with making a person feel better, sure it can, talking about your feelings and getting it out can be relief but its not a permanent fix. The true fix is God. Satan will always tempt you and fill your head with horrible things, trust me I have dealt with plenty of that on my own. At first I thought I was half insane, come to grips I wasnt being true to God. I lost touch with him inside my depression and gave into the negative sides that Satan envoked me with. Its sometimes hard for me to believe what I say, and how much I have learned. But the only miracle that ever worked for me was finally going to church and actually listening to the gospel, actually reading the bible and wanting to learn instead of going by parental force.
K i know you might be like huh? to what I just wrote, but dont. It holds alot to what you feel like, depression and such. Cutting is a sin, cutting is destroying your body. You can get help!!! Go to the hospital or ask yoru parents to talk you to a treatment place, please do this!!! Cutting shouldnt be your life, get help now. It was the best thing I did and the best thing I did was pray and look to God. God will always help and cure if your willing. U might get scared, but its natural, take a step in your life and do it!!
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Thanks for sharing your experience, but I personally do not believe in god and I do not think that that is why I feel this way, I have never believed in god, even when I am happy. Thank you for your advice, anyway.
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