'k, sorry if this gets long winded. i'll try to keep it to the point.
18f, had my bf for about a year, & its pretty serious & we care alot about ea. other. sounds good, right? 'k, but theres this guy friend (call him Greg for now) that i used to have a crush on, and i was about to get up nerves to ask him out, but then my current bf asked me. It's not as if theres anything wrong, and i love my bf i guess, but lately i'm thinking alot about Greg, and what it would have been like to go out with him. i had that crush for a long, long time, and now school is practically almost over and i'll never find out.
I don't think it would really be possible to dump my bf for him anyways, but now Greg has a gf of his, for the first time ever.
'k, sorry, lots to explain this, but after learning this, i've felt really depressed and jealous. I know i shouldn't be, first he never was mine and second i feel guilty thinking about in the first place. But the feelings don't go away. i feel like i'm being torn apart. i'm so confused. what's wrong with me? what should i do?
When you are in high school you always have dreams and when you dont achieve them you will still feel something along those lines. If you had liked him for a long period of time then you would have gotten used to waiting. So you feel like you are still waiting for him to ask you out because this is what you had been dreaming of for a long time. And now that he has a girlfriend you feel like he is over you and he doesnt like you anymore....making you feel depressed and jealous. The only thing you really can do is takw some time off. If your boyfriend right now likes you and possibly loves you then he should wait for you, but then you would also be a free woman so then "greg" would also be thinking of you. So you never know what will happoen just make sure that your boyfriend and you stay close friends so if nothing happens with greg then he will be by your side.
GOOD LUCK!
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thanks. why is it that you can put into words how i feel betterthan i can? :) &hearts
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