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Website: Attractive Advice E-mail: attractive_hott_gurl@yahoo.com Gender: Female Occupation: in school Age: 15 Member Since: January 8, 2006 Answers: 40 Last Update: November 19, 2007 Visitors: 4303
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I don’t know what to do anymore, my life seems to be dying slowly even though I am alive. I don’t want to live anymore; I have imagines everyday of me jumping out my window. My life just seems all messed up. It may seem like nothing to you but all my problems put together are just killing me little by little. No one understands. Today I came from school all upset I couldn’t take it and told my grandmother I don’t want to live anymore. She got mad, called my mom and dad and was yelling at me telling me how lazy I am. She kept saying I’m just a lazy person that wont get anywhere in life without studying. She kept yelling and talking and now her and my mom got into a fight over this. My grandma tried to make this all seem like she’s the victim and I’m taking advantage of her. She kept saying with a grandchild like me the one who cries for every little reason she should just take an overdoes and die. Why on earth would she say all these things when she knows how I feel about life! I go to her are you crazy you bitch, don’t you understand why I want to kill myself you are one of the main reasons. I don’t have a main reason its juts that I’m very unlucky, I have really low self cofidecne, some people tend to make fun of my face, since I have acne and put a lot of cover up on. Which hurts the most because I had acne for about five years and I tried everything, I went everywhere, took her pill possible, and nothing works. It’s like a long rode that never ends no matter how hard you try. You keep running and running until you think you got to the end but it just keeps on going. That’s how my life feels. Now we got new teachers and new students in our classrooms. I hate most of my classes, and most of all I hate my math teacher. Now I’m really bad at math I mean really bad I don’t even know what 7 times 8 is unless I think about it for half an hour. Yeah sad I know. Hes really mean and trys to bring people who are not as smart as him down. I tired getting out of his class but my counselor is such a bitch! She told me to come early to school today so she could change my singing class since they put me in the wrong one. They put me back to the one I already took, so I would be learning everything all over and I passed her class with a 90. I come back at the end of the horrible day I had and she tells me the teacher said its okie and I can stay in that class. I was like butt … she stooped me and said theres nothing I can do. I was like but wait im learning everything over again I don’t understand. She goes yeah I know but then we would have to change your whole program I was like sooo you do it for everybody else. I know shes just a fucken lazy bitch that needs to get fired, Counselor my ass. I don’t know what to do! I hate schhol and wanna quite im only 16 but I don’t see school in my future. My grandma makes me feel like shit about this but I don’t know what to do!!! Please help and don’t say talk to her because that wont work ill just end up killing myself faster. I don’t know what to do with my life. Please answer if you ever felt like this about school and juts ur whole life and tell me what you (link)
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Hey,
first let me start of by saying killing yourself is not the answer to any of your problems you just need to find something that you love and nobody i mean nobody can take away from you what is it that you like to do you dont have to be good at it but it makes you happy. now having low self esteem yeah its tough but at the same time its easy. you got to relaize you are beautiful no matter what anybody says its whats on the inside not the outside that people are going to love and if you dont believe that then look beautiful how? you might say..... i know youve heard about proactive try this it actually does work my cousin she hadd really badd acne and she used it and it cleared right up. then get some clothes that look hott and sexy gives helps your figure look as beautiful as it truely is then get your makeup and your hair and your beautiful and even if nobody pays you attention or dont give you the time a day fuc them you dont need them anyway. you should always feel strong and independent always feel beautiful because if you feel beautiful then you look beautiful and viceversa. and your teachers who likes school anyway nobody unless your a nerd lol! but what you need to do is do whatever it is they tell you to do even if it stupid and has no point at all do there work because a soon as you pass there class you are gone out dont need to see there ugly faces no more at all see you later okay. there there to help you and if they dont then fuc them to you know i mean as long as you try and put fourth the effort that you should then you keep on steppin because you did at least try. and your counselor dont worry about her let her do what she do and dont worry about them. your grandmother doesnt know about what she talking about dont worry about her she just doesnt know what a great person you truely are and she just needs to reconigze that what shes doing is hurting you and hurting your relationship towards each other. Also find someone that you are close with or that you know will listen to you like me or some one in your community or other people on advicenators that you feel will help you in what your going thru and also loves you for you thats the most important thing. you are special and if you leave this world right now a lot of people will miss you even your grandmother cause she does love you she just has a very hard way in showing it believe it or not it is true. hope i help and if you ever need someone to talk to i am here
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omg thank you sooo much! you made me feel alot better! i would love to talk to you some more! i just know how or ur sn?
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