Wow .. I used to feel exactly like that. I bet your a teenager right? In my opinion, every teen goes through that stage, whether they are readyu to admit it or not. I already went through that so I'll tell you what I did.
I dropped all the bad habits and bad friends I had. That will give you somewhyat of a clean slate.
As for looks, you probably are very pretty. But loks aren't the only thing that guys go for. What you need is a guy that will like you, for you. You need to find a guy that you dont have to impress with make up, expensive clothes and other things of that nature.
At the moment there is nothing really that you can do ecept this:
Open yourself up a little bit more. Make new friends. If you really want a boyfriend, make friends that are boys, get to know them, and if you feel any "chemistry" ask them out!
Good luck! and if you need any more help .. feel free to IM me!
UNPREDiCTABLEx01
xO'ali
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