Anyone need advice or just to chat i am hoping to be able to help as many people as possibe. I am also on here to look for advice--hey we all need it! So if you need advice you can get to me as you prefer. Thank you and hope all is well
E-mail: Kam98@rcn.com
Gender: Female
Location: PA
Age: 27
AIM: sxeys4
Yahoo: sweeteyez4u2c@yahoo.com
Member Since: November 1, 2005
Answers: 157
Last Update: December 25, 2005
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im really confused right now. i went to be last night knowing that my boyfriend loves me im making good money and im doing good in school. but this morning i woke up and my heart, not like litterally like i was having a heart attack. but like someone had broken my heart and i was very confused and i havent really figured it out. its like all day i couldnt smile i couldnt find a reason too. when my boyfriend called me i was very short with him and kinda rude. and whenever he'd say he loves me i was just like o ya love you too. and thats not me. im usually totally lovey dovey. im really afraid he is going to think somehthink somethings up and i dont want him too because there isnt anything wrong with us at ALL. I just dont get it :-/. im really thinking its because my dads five year reunion is coming up not like a high school or friendship reunion but the reunion of his death. and it seems like its always harder when its a 1 year or 5 year or 10 year anniversary you know...so this year im really sad. this whole month has been horrible. everything i think about makes me cry music makes me cry, laughing makes me cry and work makes me cry. my heart hurts so bad its like aching...its horrible how do i make it go away...uhhhh what do i do? why do i hurt like this? gezze this sucks......... (link)
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Like i said everyone can give you advice-its easy to do so I am not only giving you advice but i feel your pain-i have been there and still am with people i have lost in my life. I lost my grandfather-i lost best friends,i lost my sons dad,and you are always left incomplete when you dont have someone you love--i lost my finace not to death but just b/c he left me--same thing i am so lost without him and just want him here to hold me-and knowing thatw ill not happen hurts even more--but you have a boyfriend-go tohim and let him comfort you the way you need to be--he may not be your dad but your dad would be proud that someone is standing inhis place with his little girl watching over her--it will be hard but you have to with in yourself deal with the issues no matter how much advice you get-just know i feel your pain and i am here for you if you ever need something or just to talk.
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thank you so much. its like people can give me advice but no one understand me. idk it hurts so much i hate growing up with out him it hurts so bad i just want him to hold me and tell me hes here why me this sucks thank you for listening xoxo
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