Q: Ok well some of you wont get what im picking at as its hard to understand.
There is this boy called josh in year 11 and im in year 8 and I fancy the pants of him. And he knows it. Only by his brother jake [yr 8] telling him and becuase I used to stalk him with my mates in yr 7 laugh out loud..
Right and I dont talk to him much I hang round with him for like 10 minutes most nights when my best mate meets her sister and her mates at the shops who is also year 11 and I really like him its sooo different its not just like fancyin its love it must be ive never felt this way about anyone before..
The more I cant have him the more I want him! Today we sort of stood near him all my friends to make him notice me and he did laugh out loud.. he walked up near the canapee at break and stood there with his mates then we stoof about 10 meters away from him and we kept looking at each other and smiling then as the pips went all his mates went a different direction leaving him on his own [he is popular though laugh out loud] so he walked past us and i said "Josh want me to walk with ya" flirting and he smiled and I walked with him which made him embarrased then becuase yr 11s have different lunches to us we were in maths and he came up to the winodw in the door and blew a kiss with his lips not using his hands and he walked off then I went bright red and then on the way home he was walking in front of us and looked round saw me, and started showing off. I really like him but I know he wouldnt go out with me becuase of his mates and the age and everything and I know its just a # but it matters where I live im dying without him inside I really want him this aint just a crush! Ta for reading x
