Member Since: August 4, 2005
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Last Update: November 17, 2005
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Well Lately people have been spreading rumours about me that I am easy and a slut and stuff. And then one of my really good friends called me easy and a slut and it really hurt meh! And I really hate rumours like this! it hurts meh really badly. And also lately my parents have been yelling at me about stupid phone bills! And my dad pushed my sister about it and it really scared meh! I used to be abused when I was little but my family got help and its ok now but when he pushed her it just brought back all the bad memorys! Also for about two yeaars up until around march I was suicidal but then I got the cops called on meh and they came to my house and it was really scary so I stopped cause I didnt want that to happen again! Also I was anerexic and balimic on and off for about 2 years also. Lately alot of things have been happening that have made me want to result back to cutting but I don`t want to and I find myself going into the bathroom alot staring at blades just thinking about it and wanting to but then I come in my room and stay here. Also Sense the rumours I have been feeling useless and like I`ll never find a guy that will treat meh good and Ive just felt like I wont ever be special to anyone and its been getting me really depressed. Wanting to work out heavely to make myself look prettyer. I dont know what to do! I Want to know ways to look prettyer and maybe get guys to like meh and I need advice on my cutting and all the other stuff I wrote about! please help
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love maddie (link)
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Well, rumours are rumours, don't let the words hurt you. And about bad memories, ever tried to write them down? When I write every thought that I have, it makes me calm. Just write every eavening, what you wanna tell you parents, your friends, how you feel, and everything that you're conserned about in the world. It also will help you with depression.
About looking prettier, I'm sure you're bueatiful as God made you. Just try to stay healthy, watch your wieght, watch over your skin, and heart. There is someone spiecial for everyone out there, you jsut have to find them. Just live, and try new things, trevel, and see the world, meet new people. Not everybody gonna backstab you.
Don't worry about guys. At this age, they are still soooo imature. lol ;)
And don't put too much trust into guys in high school, cuz some can lie to you, and be obsessed with sex.
And look forward to your futre, becouse a miracle may come, and your life will be changed forever.
I really hope this helps. :)
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Thank you a bunch.. im glad some people are decent enough to care
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