My name is Nicole Powers but everyone calls me Nickie. I'm 14 years old. I love to play sports.. basketball, softball & soccer. I love to sing, dance, talk on the computer, watching movies, hanging out with my friends and reading. I also love to other things too. I'm devoted to my friends, my boyfriend & sports. My best friends mean everything to me & so does my mr. wonderful. I have the best boyfriend anyone could ask for. I have everything I could possibly want. I love my life & the people in it. I'm don't have the perfect life, but the way I live it is perfect enough for me.
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Gender: Female
Location: maine
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Age: 13
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Member Since: July 16, 2005
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I just want to make clear that me and the person involved have NO blood relation. And I am still a virgin.
August of 2004 my 2nd step cousin (adam) and his cousin on the other side of the family (cal) came to visit my family for 5 months. They stayed at our house. At that time I was 13. Then in October Adam, Cal, me and my sister (19) went to the city (New York City). After that we went to dinner. I was next to cal. And then out of no where he just grabbed my hand. So we were holding hands the entire time. We ordered like 5 bottles of wine. When we got up to leave we all felt tipsy at the same time. So we were walking back to the train station and in the middle of no where Cal tries to kiss me and we were walkin behind my sister and Adam so he pushes me agains a building and leans on me and kisses me. But I pushed him off. I did want to kiss him but for some reason I was scared too. He kept trying to kiss me the entire night. On the train on the way home he started asking me why i wouldn't kiss him. And you know how people say they are telling the truth when they are drunk.. Well he kept saying how much he liked me and other stuff. They were staying in our basement so that night me and my sister stayed with them. So I went to get drinks. Cal followed me behind and pushed me into another room and we started making out. Then I felt him get hard on me so i decided to give him a handjob. Then after that night everytime we were alone we would cuddle and kiss. We didnt tell anybody about us cause we were scared of what they would think since he was 19 and I was 13. After my birthday in Nov when I turned 14 he fingered me only once, but I have him head ... alot, and I gave him handjobs. We dryhumped like 4 times. I even gave him head in the shower. He wanted me to have sex with hime but I said no. cause I was a virgin. I knew that this "relationship" wouldnt go anywhere so I didnt want to lose it to him. And I knew that I would end up getting hurt but I still wanted to be with him. I almost got caught by my mother giving him head. So she was always suspicious of me. Then Cal and Adam left in December. Now I am goin to go visit him and idont know how to act. should i act like nothing happened? I'm a bit confused because I think now I am ready to lose my virginity to him but I dont know if he still has feelings for me. Now he is 20. But also for some reason after he left I have had the sudden urge to want to fuck somebody. I'm a virgin and I want to wait but damn...its hard. And I have particularly have given a liking to giving head. This wasn't really a question but I hope someone could give me advice anyways or help me. sorry its long. (link)
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really all i can tell you do is..do what you think is right..if your 14 or 15 you may not be ready to lose your virginity..especially to a guy that you probably don't "love"..but if you think you should or have to do it..do it..you may regret it in the end..but hey if it's what you want..follow your heart and do what YOU think is right..not ANYBODY else.
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thanks. u were like the only person who didnt btch about us being cousins....which of course we arent'.
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