about

Heeey! This is Rachael. I'm from Illinois, I'm 17, and I'm Polish. I'm here to help you as much as I can. My advice isn't always what you wanna hear but hey what do you expect? I have a hard life, its not simple at all. I have had experience with almost everything. I've had a rough life.



love - i fall in love too fast. i've dated over 98743215967878 guyssss ... like seriously. no that doesn't make me a slut, it just means i'm not judgemental. i fell in love and i was this close to getting married. till he slept with my best friend ...



sex - im not a virgin, but i'm not a whore.



drugs & alcohol - i have had a tough life like i said. i'm currently not on any drugs, i have had problems with cocaine & ecstasy. i was addicted like fuck. i smoked weed from 13-15. i also drank non-stop. i'd get wasted during the weekend and not go to school for 2-3 weeks. i'd cut class all the time, get in so much trouble. like one time i brought vodka to school in a water bottle and wow, that was a bad experience. my parents would beat the hell out of me ... i wouldn't come home for days ...



piercings & tatoos - i only have one tatoo. my folks still don't know about it. its on my lower back of an angel. i have 19 piercings. 8 in my left ear, 6 in my right. I have my tongue pierced, and i just recently got the web under my tongue pierced. *1-21-05* hurts like a bitch but i love it. and I HAD my nose, but i got rid of that. And the rest of the piercings are somewhere I don't want to mention.



life - i live with my cousin, 3 houses away from my home. i couldn't stand living at home so i just figured i'd move out. my parents hate me. i am the oldest and it sucks, thats maybe why i'm so odd. I have a best friend, Brooke, she's been with me thru the good times and bad. I love my family, but my parents just can't deal with all the shit I pull. Neither can I. I'm such a screw-up and I can't change all that. I don't know what I plan on doing with the rest of my life. I tried committing suicide before, thats how bad it gets sometrimesn. I overdosed on ecstasy, stupid I know. Its not worth it I realized. Now I'm just tyring to get better and I don't give a fuck anymore what everyone says. Its my life.


i can pretty much help you with everythings. i'm only 17, but i've experienced loads of shit.


i'm not afraid to be me. i'll say what i want. i do what i want. live with it.





i've been down a horrible road in life. screwed up major. i just hope no one has to go through all that i did.





advice

they say theres somebody out there for every one but how do you know when you find that person and what if you never find that person?

you will find it and you'll know it when you do. its a feeling unexplainable! =) -please rate, I"M NEW!

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(Rating: 4) thanx I think it will really help

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