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xO-sara
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Hi, I'm 13 years old, and i recently started cutting. Don't think " I'm a physco Freak " or whatever you want to call me. My Friend introduced me into it. She said it really helps. so one day i was really angry, i was crying and all, and i cut all up and down on my arm/wrist. To me, i felt better, but just the next day it hurted. From then on, i have been cutting myself all the time when i am mad. the last time i did was actually last night. I use " Scissors , Razors , Saftey Pin , or any sharp objects round the house " . my mom saw my arm by acident, and i told her i fell on a side walk. well my friends are so worried about me. they think im ganna end up killing myself, because i almost did. i really do hate my life even if i have friends and a boyfriend. i JUST hate it, and i think sometimes i was just a mistake, that i ruin other people lives. well i dont know, if i should continue, and and my friends upset, or not, and stay here. I DONT KNOW?! its just really hard to stop though, cuz im so addicted to it. EHH` . what should i do ? thanks . if you wanna i.m. me on AIM ; BlinkBabex33 .. or you can email me ; BlinkBabex33@comcast.net (link)
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well-- I know the situation you're in. actually I sort of know first hand. when it first starts. you think of it as nothing and just feel like it helps. and honestly I think it does, but then it becomes like an addiction. you need to do it to feel good or satisfied. it becomes a regular thing . but at that point you need help. whether it's just from a friend a parent or professional help. I was lucky I got help and support from friends. I'm not saying that I've completely stopped. I still get occasional urges.. & I know at first my friends hated me doing it. they even deserted me. but they started to understand and even accept it. or at least deal with it. and now they just love and support me. & this whole lying to your mom and making excuses.. she knows the truth. she's denying it to herself . but just don't tell a teacher or counselor if you don't want your parents to know. they will tell them. they have to. so I don't know. just don't kill yourself what ever you do. you weren't a mistake you were a blessing and god put you on earth for a reason. and I know it wasn't to cut up your body and kill itself. I'm going to tell you something my friend told me "hurting yourself is never the answer. it may help at the time. but in the long run your hurting yourself in so many more ways then you know. and every time your cutting yourself. its not just your arm your cutting. your cutting so many other people. and your not cutting their arm. your cutting their heart. your cuts will heal and you will have scars. but hearts are so much more fragile and do not heal as easily" I hope I helped IM me if you ever need to. just know it may help for your parents to know. they could get you some one to talk to. just to let everything out. or if your like me. they will make your life a living hell. I guess it just depends
xO-sara
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