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my life outside of school is basketball and when i'm thinking hard i tug slightly on my hair. i don't enjoy going to my school's football games because we lose every time. however, i do enjoy using large and uncommon words in everyday conversations.
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sometimes my advice is good, but sometimes it sucks. and other times i just felt like having a laugh, and it may have just so happened to have been at your expense. don't take it personally - mostly because i don't know you.
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Well!My name is Sami and I am in a big old miss hap right now with a lot of things in my life.
I have not takled to my ex bf in over a month ya kno but yesterday I was online and he IMed me. He said some really mean comments to me. Like he kept on calling me a slut and stuff like that. I am not a slut either.I asked him what I did to him and he didnt say anything for a lil while. On halloween I went to six flags with my ex bf adam bc I thought that I still had feelings for him, all that we did was kiss. We didnt really even make out, just lil pecks here and there. My old friend nichole is telling dominic stuff that isnt true. Shes telling him that I did more with adam, when I didnt. So after I asked dominic what I did to him he was like, you went and saw adam on halloween.I told him that we didnt do more then kiss, but he was like," thats not what i heard". He has never even met my friend nichole, they have only talked on the phone. they dont really even kno eachother, and he is gonna believe her over me. Well I found out when I saw adam that I DIDNT have ANY feelings for him anymore. Atfer he and I kissed I went in the bathroom and cried bc I made the mistake of kissing him. It just hurts to much that dominic doesnt believe me bc last year when we dated we were in a mis hap just like this, where he didnt believe me, he believed everyone else. But in the end he figured out that I was not lying to him and that I WAS TELLING HIM THE TRUTH. Dominic has a gf and I can honestly say that I am happy for him. Its good to kno that he is happy. He thinks that I am all sad and miserable when I am not. Yeah I miss him and stuff but I am slowing moving on. Okay another thing is last weekend I went and saw my best friends: phoebe, dylan and tara. We all were at taras house watching a movie ok. Dylan and I are really good friends. Hes my bestest friend in the entire world. When we were watching the movie he and I were cuddling and kissiing. And yesterday online I put stuff to dylan like...Dylan-your my best friend in the entire world. I love you to death.LoL!We had fun last weekend didnt we? Your a good kisser, I hope I get to kiss you again." I am not the type of gurl that is going to kiss any guy. I have to like a guy to kiss him.I really like dylan more then a friend. I can say that I am falling in love with him. Maybe I already am. Dylans just difffernt then other guys. He excepts me for who I am. He has never hurt me in any way at all since Ive known him. Yeah dominic to me is the perfect guy but he has changed so much since we have broken up. I still really dont kno what was so bad that I did to him. I stoped talking to to dominic last night at 9 pm and I signed ofline and called Dylan right away. I cried like the whole time on the phone. I know that dominic is mad, its how he gets about situations like this. Yeah his feelings for me are fading but he still cares. It hurts more that he doesnt believe me about he adam thing, then him calling me a slut. How can he believe my old best friend nichole over a gurl (me)who is was in love with and knows inside and out. He doesnt kno nichole at all? I am at school right now and all I have been doing for the past 4 hrs is crying. Should I be crying over this or just let it pass bc I know that he is just mad and doesnt mean it. Its like Im single anyways. I have a right to kiss a guy if I like them ya know. Well please help me I am so confused. (link)
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yeah you're right that was mean, my bad. just go with your first instinct and i know that doesn't help but i kind of got lost in the story.
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