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May 17, 2004, ((st. patricks day)) one of my best friends committed suicide. She was 13 years old. She was born on September 11, 1990. Her name was Alyssa, and she was walking to school late and she was walking on the tracks. She heard the train coming and she turned around, put her hood up, and gave the thumbs up sign to the conductor. He couldn't stop the train. Alyssa got hit and died. A month later the investigators claimed it to be suicide, which everyone already knew. She had tried committing suicide a couple weeks before that, but I had to drag her off the tracks by her hair. I had made her go see the school counselor before that and I guess she still wanted to committ suicide. The night before she was hit, she wrote R.I.P Alyssa on her and her boyfriend's bedroom wall. She killed herself for many reasons, but I only know of how her boyfriend was cheating on her and she was in a gang and family problems. She told me there was more though. I tried so hard to convince her that death wasn't the soulution, but she didn't listen. I did everything I could to help her. Anyway, I know it's long but I thought you needed to know the whole story.
So my problem is, I still haven't been able to cope with it. I cry all the time and nobody seems to understand me. I miss her so much. I've already seen numerous counselors but they haven't helped me much. I just want to know if there's any way that I could start the "healing process" or if it'll just take time. I would appreciate all the help. Thank you so much!
Love, RacheL
((xoRachel))
R.I.P Alyssa Gonzalez.. I miss you so much.
9/11/90 - 3/17/04 (link)
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i know how you feel. My sister friends brother comitted suitside by hanging himself.i know what you have to do. hes/she is in heaven. all u have to do is pray for her and she will help you out. When u pray she might be in Pregatory( a stoping station in niether heaven or hell until you get enoph prayers) and when u pray for people in pragatory there soles lift up every time. I'm sorry to hear this but also happy. I;m happy becuase i know there in heaven. Its not like your never going to see her again. i will also pray for her tonight. hope i helped
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