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The first scenario is not true at all, I don't even like myself a lot BECAUSE I am unable to function like a normal person. My boyfriend and I are both introverted, nobody controlls the other. I do feel trapped but I don't run from people who invade my life because they are invading but just because I don't like them very much. I know that there are interesting people in this world but not around my daily life. I don't want to talk about clothes, boyfriends, dramatic things, because I find them boring. I like to philosophise and talk about meaningful things, have a smart conversation without being looked at like I'm crazy. My boyfriend is the only one I know who I can do that with. Yes, I probably just need to meet the right people but due to me living in a small town AND being introverted, it's not that easy. And due to the fact that I realise every day that I can't fit in and when I DO, I'm just pretending to be someone I'm not, I guess it's hard not to focus on that. I do have things beside my cats that make me happy, I was just using them as an example that I can feel empathy and am not a socio or psychopath. Any advice on how I can fill my own emptiness instead?
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