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Rating: 5
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thank you so much!
i tried talking to my friends.... but they ignored my emails since i am back home for summer. and one of them is a sure gossip too :( so i am sure he'll be telling .... i am afraid wot he'll say will get to my parents!
as for my parents i screwed up big time my sibs found out more of what i did. my younger sister who is a serious 7anbaliaya! told them everything! but because they wer so shocked i convinced them (like my friends) that it is a lie :( that i only said that to impress....... so now i am caught in a big look of lies! i have no clue what to do! i really do feel remorse and i am willing to go back to the path of allah!!! but i screwed up! and i dnt care i loose my friends as much as i am afraid they will talk or say something about how i was! i dont want to get into another problem .... i am getting engaged soon and naturally the fiance will do some snooping about me so i am aafraid he will find out! i have no idea what to dooo!!!
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