Member Since: August 26, 2007
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Last Update: August 26, 2007
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15/f. I'm always sad. And I have no reason to be. I have friends, my parents are still together, I get things that I really want and need, my parents give me attention, people are nice to me, I get good grades...All that good stuff. You know? Nothing missing. But I'm just so upset. Everyday. Sometimes I have outbursts of happiness. But they usually last for as much as one hour. Now, as a sophomore, I have these feelings of hopelessness, helplessness, and sadness. I know I need to see a therapist, but my parents strongly disapprove, saying I don't need one. I used to cut myself just to get attention from people that weren't even my real friends. I even have thoughts of suicide. I feel like I'm in jail, you know? I'm always anxious and stressed and I rarely ever make plans with people anymore. I can't stand being alone. And I need [CRAVE] attention and affection to make my days (from people other than my parents), otherwise, it's like "what the hell am I living for?"
This all seems really ridiculous to me. I have never had any type of trauma. I've never been raped/molested etc...I'm just so f-ing confused.
What can I do? :\ What makes people happy? (link)
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i used to feel the same way, i did have a bit of trauma though, but not everyone has to have something horrible happen to them to feel this way, we all go threw it whether people admitt it or not. You have to try to get intouch with the person you are, and the person you want to be, you say you have good things in your life, so chances are you will go far in what ever you decide to do. You just need to understand yourself, learn to spin this into "if i can get threw this, i know im a strong person and i will manage, and get threw anything" its what i had to relize. I know this may sound silly, but yoga and meditation helps alot in a natural way. I know exactly what you are feeling and its hard, but we are all only as happy as we let ourselves be.
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