Member Since: May 7, 2010
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Last Update: May 14, 2010
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lately i've been thinking about suicide. I cry every night and im always sad. i keep trying to find things to make me happy. But nothing works anymore. i feel like theirs nothing really to live for. nobody loves me. and I don't think anyone ever will. im just unlovable. I want to be happy so bad. please just tell me what could make me happyy. or why I should live. i just need something, anything. I don't want to die but I don't want to feel this pain anymore. i just can't do it (link)
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Ohh trust me i know exactly how you feel, i,ve been in that exact situation so many times, but dont give up on life. ive had alot of issues too, such as dealing with family members who would always pressure me, and yell at me every time i came home. And even at my high school as well, where most of the girls spread rumors about me and no i barely have any friends and more enemies.
But one experience of mine that made me open my eyes was, when i was in my room crying due to the fact everyone hates me in my life and as well no one cares if i exist or not. But, when i thought about how life would be after i was gone, it was just plain sad. Because you know why? people would know you as the boy/girl who commited suicide and everyone in ur family would be dreadfully sad. Also another thing is if your not happy now, think about how your future, and what you want it to be like. like for me ive always wanted to go to a univerity and travel around the world and settle down when im in my 30's. Right now im 17 :)
But ya, seriously look carefully around you, and maybe you'll see a more beautiful world, like i do now. :)
Anyways enough about me.
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