Member Since: November 10, 2004
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Last Update: November 10, 2004
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These past 2 years i've been feeling really depressed and its reflecting the way i act towards people now. I feel as if i can't trust anyone, and unpleasant things have been going on. Since 6th grade i've been cutting (im in 8th now). And now, It's like i always want to,and i cant stop, but its gotten to the point to where i dont even know it. I cant concentrate because i've lost most of my friends, and the 2 friends i have now act like they dont even want to be around me. All this anger is built inside of me, and i have no one to talk to about it and so i take it out on myself because i feel like its my fault even though it may not be. Im losing almost everything, and i always feel like my friends talk about me behind my back. I want help, but i want help from people who understand me, and who actually want to listen and care about me, but it seems none of my friends can really fill those needs. (link)
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man o man! ur life is tough..well if i were u..( i hate to admit) i wuld have alreadii commitd suicide..(im KINDA suicidal..only tried to do it ONCE before! *im not a weird/physco/crazy person eithr!)
one tihng..(evn though evryone seys to go) i really didnt think my counselor helped me..she juss made it worse..evn tho u "tlk bout ur feelings" they keep a record about it..n it suxz
well juss say ne thing if u need ne mre help..
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lately i have been feeling depressed!!...HONESTLY! i have nothing to be upset about...its just i dont even know!!...im not sure why i feel this way, but i just feel all shity and lazy, and i just wanna sit there, or lay in bed and start crying without thinking of anything!! does anyone know what is wrong with me?! (link)
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i feel the SAME WAY!
lik i have:
*all these tests
*all these projects
*all these essays contests
*SATs (i take it in beggining of the year bc i go to a dumb retarded private school)
AND IM ONLY IN FREEKIN 8TH GRADE!
wut do these teachers do to us!
anyways..bck to the subject..i wantd to juss cry all the time..well i tlked to my frend vicy & sed .. "ur stressed out from all the stuff in school..n bout u n wanting to cry..thats from the stress & probly pressure from classmates..u shuld juss cry now & let it out..im the only one watchin n i wont say nething.."
*well she sed that^^ as recess & i didnt cry..
**during SATs my teacher saw tat i lookd REALLY sad & depressed she asks "wuts wrong? sumtin happened at recess?" n i juss sed sorta n i cnt take the test bc i cnt focus..
well i g2g go home & cried for lik 2 hours STRAIGHT..
but now i feel ALITTE bit better..sumitmes i do wna cry but i dnt..wen i do tho..i juss tlk to my frends, poems, or dance (i
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