Member Since: June 18, 2008
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Last Update: June 18, 2008
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Im a female, turning 16.I had been very good friends with a girl across the street4about 9 years,her name is Jess.When I say very good friends I mean we were REALLY REALLY best friends.We were unseperable.Jess and I would do eVeRyThInG together,whether it b sitting together in class,drawing,dancing,going swimming,having girl talks,doing homework together,taking walks,having sleepless sleepovers,whatever it was,we did it together.I'll tell you now,that I am not a very popular gal.It is sort of hard for me to fit in with a crowd for they don't see me as 'good enough' 4them.I do like who I am,its just others dont see that.The only one that does is Jess.I would have 2change who I am in order 2fit in at my school.So,whenever I do try making friends it only lasts a while because they always end up stabbing me in the back (most of the people here are under bad influences I must add)All the friends that I have known 2trust always ended up stabbing me in the back.When I met Jess,I knew I had found the perfect friend.I know friends arent always perfect,but she is pretty dang close.She was trustworthy.I believed we would always be true 2achother since we always told eachother everything.Until I found out she liked my brother.Then,she did not tell me they were dating(they started goin out on my birthday,and made out on the couch that night)lets just say it was pretty obvious they were datin4she would use me as an excuse 2see him(since her mom didnt want her to date him)then come over afterwards even+totally ignore me.Not 2mention the making out in front of me in my own house later on...My point being is that she is the only true friend ive ever known.I've always done everything with her,and all of a sudden a shocker like this happens.Right now I am friendless because she totally dumped me 4my brother.Everyone would always ask me 'hey,wheres jess?' afterwards.And people would always end up asking her 'hey wheres gr8fruit?' I can't stand being dumped by Jess 4him.First because i live with him,and second because he treats me like a total jerk,because he is one.Now that he has her he acts like he has the prize and is cocky.I dont know what 2do.Right now r some of the loneliess days in my life.I can't stand doing everything by myself all the time.Its just not worth living a life with no friends.I need someone to be close to.I have no one close to talk 2anymore. I need a true friend.Believe me,support groups,councellors(who i dont trust),and others i have already talked/been to.Right now I am trying to find a good penpal so I will have someone.I've already talked 2her and tryed moving on.I know she has(with my brother)already.. its just, the only thing that has ever been true to me is her.And the thing i've always prayed for was a true friend. I believe He showed me her.And we were meant to be best friends.I miss her. And right now,what I need most,is a true friend. What can I do now?
Thanks for reading my VERY long story. Any advice would help ;) (link)
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Try finding a friend who likes for you and if your other friend ditches you she's not a true friend i dealed in a situation like this
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