Member Since: March 20, 2010
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Last Update: March 20, 2010
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I'm almost 16, and I'm a female.
I'm not sure, but I think I may have a mental illness. I feel like my emotions don't match the situation they are meant for - if someone gives me bad news, such as someone's sick, or someone close to them just died, I feel like laughing or smiling.
I don't cry at funerals, and I don't feel openly sad when someone dies. If the emotion I display is sadness, I can't cry in front of people; I always try to find a quiet place to cry by myself. I only cry around twice a year, give or take a few times.
I get angry at my family a lot to the point where I sit in my room for a large portion of the day during the summer unless I go to work or hang out with my friends. I feel very disconnected from my family; that they're all against me. My brother has Asperger's Syndrome, and I always feel I get the shorter end of the stick. I don't like talking to my family a whole lot.
I always feel anxious about past situations. I tend to linger on choices I made in the past, wondering what would have happened if I made the "right" choice to the point where I feel very depressed and it affects the rest of my day. Whilst doing so, I often get bad headaches and I have no motivation to do anything for the remainder of the day. This mostly has to do with relationships and such.
I get jealous often if someone becomes happy because of a wrong choice I made to the point where I can't stand the person. I apologize a lot because I have the tendency to get angry at those who are close to me, and I always look into things too closely (as I probably am right now).
What should I do? (link)
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you should think of everyone around you as a stranger and then stay away from them.you also might be bored with this boring world.Humans are boring anyway so why project emotions at all
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