Member Since: September 5, 2005
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Last Update: September 5, 2005
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Ok. Please, if you are in any way, shape, or form, involved with whether or not people are hot, do not answer this. Also do not answer if you have never felt a true love, because it's so impossible to describe, I'm not even going to try.
Ok, so there's this girl who I loved. A lot. She knew how much she meant to me. I kept on thinking about her. So yesterday I decided to ask her out. I've never asked anyone else out. Except I couldn't bring myself to ask her out on the phone or in person, and I couldn't think of any sweet, special way to ask her like they did in Bye Bye Birdie. So I e-mailed her. She said no for two reasons: number one, she's not sure if she really likes me or not. She doesn't not like me, she's not sure. Allegedly. Second of all, she had a big fight with this other girl (I didn't get all the details, but apparently it was because of a poem...?), and now that girl is really pissed off at her and will do anything to get revenge. So she doesn't want to get me hurt. Because she could never live it down, letting me get hurt. She said that (I quote) "even if they are all bitches and sluts, insults hurt." Sticks and stones, man. Sticks and stones.
Ok, now I'm practically crying. Seriously. Love is like a swirling pink mist of joy and happiness, where nothing could ever go wrong. The pink mist is easily corrupted, but everyone inside it is blind to that and has no idea. So while I was in it, someone slabbed paint all over it. Now I'm trapped within a swirling black torrent of misery and depression, with no way out. When I'm in the torrent, I have no reason for anything. I used to be the biggest joker in all of my classes. Now that I don't know love anymore, I have no reason to smile, to laugh, to joke around, to live. Why bother?
Rerereading the letter, I notice that it says at the end of the second reason that she changed her mind about #1, and she does like me, but she just can't go out with me until she's solved that thing with the other girl. So I'm feeling a tad better. (heheh. tad is a fun word.) But if you recall, I said that the torrent has no way out, meaning that even if I could get out, there would still be the black paint all over me. I'm still depressed. I managed to poke fun at the word "tad" like I do with ten thousand words a day, but I'm even too depressed to sing along with the song "The Telephone Hour" in Bye Bye Birdie, even the part where the guys are like "ooah. aooh. doobidy doobidy doo." I love that part, but I'm just way too sad. I really don't know what to do. I really shouldn't be sad anymore, I mean really. I found out that she does like me after all, why am I still crying? I haven't smiled all morning, usually I go downstairs, answer a few questions, spend about an hour playing Age of Mythology, watch All Your Base fifty times, eat breakfast, watch mindless cartoons, and then go around cracking jokes everywhere. I can't do any of that. I'm too depressed. Like yesterday after I first read the letter. I was kind of depressed but not much, so then I went outside with a friend (at 8:30 at night) and we played some Horse. First round I won. Second round, I barely lost. Third round... HORSE to nothing. I lost bigtime. And by the time I got into my bed, I was crying again. It's growing on me over time... like a Tribble. Ok, I'm making too many analogies, I'll just cut to the chase. How the hell do I get over it??? (link)
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this is what i would do.......ok i would tell her how deeply in love with her that you are, then hold her hand and kiss it! give her a hug and kiss her on the top of the head! if she lookes confused or anyhting else like that say "I Love you" tell her " if the only reason you do not want me to go out with you cause you dont wan me to get hut " and if she says 'yes' then say untill that is siuated we can go out and nobody has to know!! or say we culd just be REALLY close friends until all that is gone!!
take my advice and dont be afraid one bit to kiss her!! jus do it you love her soo much you have to get over your fears!! well i really hope i helped and i i did pleas write me back!!
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My hair is dirty blonde with hightlights in it which make it look really bolnde. I was just noticing that it looks fake when it starts to grow out and I don't like that. Would it be a good idea if I got my hair colored to my nateral hair color and got redish/copperish streaks in it? I've always wanted somthing new other than blonde but idk if I should do it!! What do you guys think? Blonde or not blonde? (link)
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I would just dye it back to the origanal color because if you do more streaks their just goin to grw out also and you will have to keep up with it and it is expensive!!
i love you and hope i helped you
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how do you know when your in love? (link)
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When your in love you love someone so deeply that you have to say by to them and hug them evan if their just going to the bathroom!! you have this contant rush when hes around you!! and If you this worried about it i dont think your in love!! remember you'll find that on specail peson one lucky day! just wait for it!!
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what stores have cute maternity clothes? (link)
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OMG!!! you have got to be kidding!! i love clothes from american eagle and abrocrombie and fitch!!!
heres you a website!! www.americaneagle.com
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I have this gown (for my bat mitzvah) and it is salmon pink and very see through. I can't wear regualr underwear because it shows through. I could wear no underwear because its pretty long. I could wear a thong, but of course i have to buy one. Which option should I go for? (link)
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I would go ith the thong grl!! make sure it's not one that sita too low on your hip and be sure it's cut so when you bring the guy home he can be impresses!! lol jk i would go for a thong though!!!
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