Member Since: May 10, 2012
Answers: 1
Last Update: May 10, 2012
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I have come to the point where I cant write, concentrate, derive pleasure from anything, have difficulty remembering things, have blurred vision, eyes seriously hurt, sometimes have severe headaches, most of the time dont know what I am talking especially with my elder brother. I have nt got father and mother I live my elder brother and his wife since 6 years. I am 26/M an MBA had a successful career but now since six months things have been deteriorating. I cant bear it any more. Plz tell me the easiest way to commit suicide which hurts less and is quick and doesnt make much of a mess. (link)
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Your brilliant answer? HA! Their is none. I've absolutely hated my life as long as I can remember. I hate my family, cant be friends with anyone except for maybe 5 people because for the most part people just cant be trusted, don't know how to be a father, and don't even know what acceptance really is. I hate even waking up. I just want to die, every day, all day. I dont care how smart I am and the company's that I've worked for. I dont care about the problems that I've solved for everyone else. If you cant be happy, whats the point? What is the purpose of existence if it's only for the service of others, and nothing for you? It really seems that some people just aren't allowed to know happiness. And if someone says "what about your loved ones?", I think do I even have them? They should be happy for release from the daily hell. Hell is here and now. I feel like its time for a reboot. But for some reason, I keep going. I see life as nothing but a trivial pursuit for a sense of tranquility, except your a donkey with a carrot dangled in front of you while you chase after it with no reward, and you have everyone on your back for a free ride. Life fucking sucks. But I'll wake up tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to it either.
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