Hi all. You can call me Pricy. I am 15 live in England. I can help with any problems with computers and I am a good listener. I am a student at Oakbank Secondary school.
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Location: England
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Age: 15
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ok this is a long one.
i dont know where to start so i might scatter, when i turned 8 my mom moved away from my dad a said we could not see him for awhile (another long story so dont ask why just accept it) my sis and i were crushed my dad was like bill cosby we spent our summers with him he did everything with us theres no telling where we would have been if the events would have been diffrent. so our whole lives we told each other that when we turn 18 we would find him. my dad had remarried and had a wonderful new wife (she was so good i called her mom) and she had a great son. the last summer we spent together was when i was 8 my brother was 3 that summer he choked on some ice, i had just took cpr lessons at camp so i gave him the hymlec and he survied.in 1996 i was 16/17 and my mom said we could talk to my dad so she called my dads family only to hear them say they are so sorry to hear what happened and asked why we werent at the funeral my mom didnt get it. she ask what what happen. so my cousin break the news she say pappa(thats what they called my dad) killed my stepmom and my little brother i was in total shock i could not breath 2months earlier my boyfriend died in front of me.and to get this news it was the worse. he stab my stepmom 66times and broke my brothers head against the kitchen floor. after he did that he cut his throat drank drano cut his wrist and and stabbed his self in the stomach and drug the knife up to his ribs. He claimed he was insane and even the prosicuters thearpise said he was insane. my question is what am i to do? can i forgive or what i love him he is my dad we have the same eyes when i look into the mirror i see him should i no is it possible for me to forgive him? my sis has been in contact with him for awhile and we came down for one of his trials 2day i saw him. i thought that if i looked into his eye then i could see the truth i had was anger inside i wanted to let him have it. but i chickened out should i scream and yell would it help me or what should i do?pls i need help (link)
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I carn't tell you much but if you want to remember him, then remember the happy moments. If you still not sure just think how your dad would want to be remembered by.
It is up to you if you want to forgive him or not, no one else can make that choice but you.
Hope it helps.
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my name is *Cassy*
I like this one boy that sits acrossed from me in class and every day we look into each others eyes for like 10 minutes and he always has a satisfied look on his face, can you tell me some ways to see if he likes me????? I RATE HIGH!!! please give me some advice...:-( (link)
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Just be yourself and relax. Just before you speak to him, take a deep breath and think what you are going to say first.
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